On that particular day, at the Feast of Shavuoth it looked for me as if this was the first time of my entire life in which I was listening to the reading of the book of Ruth, megillat Esther.

He has set me free from my prison and feelings of fear. Because I surrendered myself to Him totally, I experienced His great love and loving-kindness towards me. In my psychosis I thought He had left

There was no room for Adonai in our lifes when we started as a couple. There were too many negative influences because of religion.

During the last years my family and me personally went through some very tragic events.